"Hey, it's something," T.J. says with a shrug. It's a hell of a lot more than he would ever have done. Something like that, he doesn't think he would even have been allowed to do, too much of his childhood and adolescence spent surrounded by security. Delivering papers would just have been inviting trouble, especially given some of the country's reaction to his coming out. He can't help wondering what he would have been like if his life had been normal, if he'd been able to have a normal job like that. Chances are, he'd still be just as fucked up, but it's hard not to think about. "More than I did."